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Book 3 - Excerpt

Inner Voices: Growing Pains

Inner Voices: Growing Pains

 

So what is it exactly you are doing here Colonel?” asked Louise.


Colonel Mahon took a long deep breath before proceeding slowly.


You've probably gathered that I do not like the position I am in. Not so much defending the Empire, but the manner the Empire operates. I've been a soldier most of my life, and soldiers do not play the part of bullies.


In your group I see the possibility that this can be changed. No one has stopped the Empire as you have. There are many in the court who have noticed this and, despite the Emperor's efforts to keep it quiet, word is getting out.”


And if this gets out,” replied Jason, “there will be rebellion.”


Yes. Probably. And the Emperor fears that.”


So again I ask,” said Louise, “what are you doing here?”


With or without your group, Commander, there will eventually be a rebellion. When that time happens, I intend to oppose the Emperor openly, with as many of my men as possible. I would like you to assist us.”


Jason's jaw dropped, and then he turned to Ka'tel.


Were you aware that there was so much dissent in the Empire?”


No, friend Jason. But we know little about the Empire.”


Okay Colonel, if I believe you, and that's a very big if, why us?”


Your weapons, and your reputation of defeating the Empire.”


Jason looked at Ka'tel and Louise, mind racing frantically.


Jason,” Louise started, “we have no way of knowing if that's true or not.”


Colonel Mahon held up his hand.


Other than ask for your assistance, I have not asked for anything. But I have given you much information about the Empire. So far, it has been a very one-sided exchange.


I didn't come here to find your weaknesses. I came to build an alliance.”


I detect no dishonesty in his statements, friend Jason,” commented Ka'tel.


Still, Louise is right. We need to verify this on our own.


Colonel, if you'll excuse us, we have a lot to talk about.”


The Colonel stood.


It has been a long day, and your accommodations are most inviting. In the morning then.”


Yes,” replied Jason as the Colonel moved to his tent.


Sean!” Jason called.


A few moments later Sean stood with the group.


Sean, go get some rest. You'll do the second shift tonight. No matter what happens, don't go near their tent. In addition to being our guests, I don't want them to think we're spying on them. I don't they'll need anything, but if they ask, be as accommodating as we can.”


Sure thing, Boss.”


"Do you trust him?" Louise asked while looking at Jason.


"I'm not sure. This could all be a front to get info out us. Or it could be he really does want to change sides. I just don't know enough to know for sure."


"How did you feel when he spoke?" asked Ka'tel.


"What do you mean?"


"How did your stomach feel while you were listening to him?"


"I don't know... I don't think I felt anything."


"Take a couple of moments now and relax, and focus on what you are feeling about the Colonel."


Jason closed his eyes and took a couple of deep breaths, becoming noticeably calmer.


"I really don't feel anything."


"Let us try something," said Ka'tel. "Imaging you are standing at the fort of two paths. The fork to the right is Colonel Mahon lying to us. The fork to the left, he is telling us the truth.


"Which fork appears brighter or feels more right?"


"The right one,"said Jason slowly.


"Then you have your answer. And it agrees with my feelings."


"So he's telling the truth?"


"Probably, but not necessarily. But that is not important. What is best for us is that we act on the belief that he is telling us the truth."


"Huh?" questioned Louise.


"For our highest path, it is not important if he is telling us the truth or not. If we believe he is telling us the truth and we act accordingly, then that is the best path for us, for what our higher selves want."


"Let me get this clear," said Jason. "Even if everything he's told us is a pack of lies, it is better for us to believe it's true?"


"Yes."


"Because our guts tell us it's the right thing to do?"


"Exactly!"


"Lou. What do you think?"


"My gut's in agreement with yours, but my head urges caution. I trust what you're saying Ka'tel, and Colonel Mahon didn't lie to us when we were in Mazatlan. My impression of him, both then and now, is that he is honorable. But there may be other things going on here we know nothing about and they could come back to bite us in the ass."


"Yep," said Jason slowly. "We need more information.”


So how do we get it?” asked Louise.


We ask the Colonel, and, probably, we need to go on another recon.”


Jason took a deep breath.


But there's nothing we can do tonight, so get some sleep. I have some thinking to do so I'll take the first watch.”


With that, Louise and Ka'tel moved off to their tent. Jason looked over to Colonel Mahon's tent.


I wish I knew what was really going on here, he thought. What is your real game plan?